You know it sad

You know when you know someone have a broken heart but you still do and say thing even hurt the person more and the pain can never heal anymore...

How can you do this to me? Do you know how painful it is? You told me you won't have any relationship and want to study? But what is this now? It hurt so bad and so painful... Wow this is really sad you know? Can blog with my computer or I blog with my phone. So painful... This suck... So heartless... God dam it got tears coming out of my eyes... Shit...

So...what now?

So what now? Should we just let it be? Or should try to care? hahaz silly right? Once everything u love come crashing down on u what will u do? There is this gal in facebook her status put "Once a boy hurt a girl, the hatred would last forever" this line really make me a little bit mad or should i say angry? I keep thinking why everyone must think that is always the boy who hurt the gal but not the gal who hurt the boy? So this is what I wanna say "Once a girl hurt a boy, the pain will stay forever" Yaya I know, most of u guys will think I'm talking crap or something.But all this time I still love her no matter how much pain she make me feel, guess I'm crazy? Yes this love do hurt and this pain do kill, but I'm still fighting. They are right that love is blind and love songs? Why do love songs always have happy ending when there is so many broken in the world? Human mind do play trick on them ^^ and that suck to the max really. See, u love this person n that person know it will hurt u a lot if he/she ask u to don't love he/she but he/she just do it anyway. Why do human love to hurt each other just to many them self happy? Really why? And also when u know that this person don't love u n why u still love that person still? What is love? Really what the fuck is love? (Sorry if I use the word *fuck but really using fuck in one line real sound better^^) Can someone tell me what is love? I really don't get it. Do love mean u gonna hurt someone the love you so god dam must? Or love that person back? Yes I do have 5-ex but the 5th? She is the one I still in love with, and I don't care even she don't love me or what. All I want is her to know that no matter how hard or sad anything can be, she still have me to be there for her. Why do people do so many silly and crazy stuff just to proof to the very person that he/she love he/she? I don't get it and I guess I never will. Time to change ^^ I still rmb that time when I still working, I had learn a lot. Like not to give up, and don't cry for someone that won't cry for you. I will not fall again, Whatever you say or do won't break me, all you do is just make me stronger ^^ A new me, a new Raymond Low is on the way^^ time to get ready for school next year^^ Fuck love! I wanna study^^ Some of my friends go sec5, some go ite and a few retain? Never mind guys! No matter where u are or which school u studying in just rmb nv give up! hahaz wow its a long post 2day^^ happy^^ my blog won't die le yeah!!! hahaz feel like buying ipod nano now? Dono should get it or not -.- anyway that all for now^^ coz now 4plus le -.- and is am! hahaz tired^^ that all^^

[You give up? but you never even give in]
[No fear, no pain]

Every night turns to day, and every one has to change

Yah, my blog aint dead yet. Its just the owner had been under going some changing in the mind and growing up, so it will be better for life hahaz.

I found out a lot things have change. Since after the break up, not only she n me had changed even all my friends around me had change. I guess I still need to change too? Life is boring when things start to change. I still dono will all this changing is good or bad, but I'm just going to live my life as who I am n wat i love to do.I keep telling my self to hold my self tgt and nv fall a part ever again.

14dec:
Its was a fun day^^ enjoy it^^

Meet kenneth at inter then wait 4 mandy n soon heng. When waiting was talking a lot with kenneth. Its have been so dam long since we meet hahaz and dam he change too hahaz grow up le lo win le lo hahaz jking jking. After that mandy came then we 3 wait for that soon heng hahaz. Then he reach le we all when to posb bank, i go atm take money hahaz. Then kenneth, mandy n me need to wait for soon heng coz he dont have the the atm card so he need to counter take money, so dam long! hahaz. Crap around then is off to orchard! Went to taka to eat kfc -.- after eating we 4 walked to ion hahaz, soon heng wanna buy his stuff but end up dont have hahaz, KARMA! then is my turn to buy my stuff then need walk from ion to orchard central. When walking there we talk a lot n CRAP A LOT hahaz. On the way we went to 313 somerset, walk around then mandy brought her book there then is off to orchard central. Reach there 1st thing is to find the shop that gt sell my skullcandy(its a headphone -.-) then found the shop, brought my stuff then soon heng say want go iluma play a not then everyone ok so is off to iluma. In iluma we go arcade. I wanna play tekken but there de arcade dont have! WTF!? an arcade with out tekken? It sux to the max la! then walk around hahaz then is off the marina. On bus we joked around hahaz, and just as i finally can sit down then found out that the bus stop that we are going to stop is just the next one then i sian lo win le lo hahaz. At marina we all walk around to find a shop i wan hahaz, i brought rakuwa? Its something like help ur blood de thing and like ur neck pain or wat then can wear lo hahaz I just wanna let my dad wear 1st coz he now keep working till nite hahaz. After that we went to city hall, soon heng found his stuff n brought it. We went to suntec to meet seng jie coz he now working my last time de job, selling toys -.- then go carrefour find him then we all buy drinks then mandy wan go home then we 4 pei her go bus stop wait 4 bus oso (see u so lucky hahaz jking) then her bus come then she when home. We 4 just go back suntec walk walk lo hahaz was fun^^then seng jie brought his new phone sony ericsson aino(see la happy le hor hahaz horny a-hole hahaz). After all that he sign out from work then we go eat dinner and dam is like 10 plus when we done hahaz. Walked back to city hall there take bus. In bus talked crap and all hahaz, soon heng when down 1st then seng jie then kenneth and I'm the last one hahaz reach home, bath use com try out my headhpone(love it) chat in msn and use till 4 plus and off to slp -.-

End of 14 dec

Note to ppl:
Her,u now change le,i try not to love you but i cant.but wat u tell me just now in the sms really hurt but i guess his someone better?hahaz

Kenneth,yo dude know you for abour 9 years le hahaz finally now c u grow up n not so kid kid anymore hahaz

Soon heng,pls stop molest ppl ok?hahaz police will find u!

Seng jie,good luck with this job and everyone know u love my job which is ur job rite now but u dont have to tell everyone when u c them hahaz

Mandy,change la hahaz dont vampire le la hahaz change to batman oso can hahaz

Dad,i know u wont c this i know that u dont even know i gt blog hahaz but anyway thx really.wat u told me that nite really make me wake up,it open my mind to think.this time must grow up le cant just fool around anymore. i'm not going to back down anymore its time to proof to them wat i'm! thx dad wat u say really help me a lot^^ happy to be ur son.

End of blog!

Fuck

Fuck that i miss u
Fuck that i am in love with u
Fuck those tears i drop for u
Fuck those pain i have to go through coz of u
Fuck those time i go over my limits just for u
Fuck this feeling i still have for you
Fuck everything that you wanted me to do
Fuck every time i have go thought all those shit just to make u happy
Fuck our memories
Fuck all the future that we both drew
Fuck all the shit we been through
Fuck love

Fuck Love!

Just burn all our fucking memories away and I wish I could have quit you, I wish I never miss you, and told you that I love you! Fuck that! It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your knife that killed me! The pain just grew and grew! How could you do this to me? I used to be love struck, now I'm just fucked up! Just remember I love you! And its true that its painful!

Something to the girl i love...

Girl just hold on to my hand,and let me take you to a place where no one know about our past.And we can start all over again,we don't have to care about a thing but just you and me.Let me take you there,let me be the one to say,I love you...™


now going to blog in a so call secret blog...(rmb...we used to post our love there...but now its gone...)

The waking of the devil

Hey everyone! It's been a long time since, becoz a lot things n stuff have happen after 21/8/09. Life is like shit now but anyway back to the point, EXAM!!!!! exam is a bitch, here my story doing my exam


English paper 1:
it just sux to the max, don't even know what to write

Chinese paper 1:
u can guess but i sux ok, my chinese is not so good like someone who keep blogging in chinese words which is a asshole that going to hell lol(you can guess hahaz)

Social studies:
just bomb everything hahaz
(s.s teach told me i did very bad hahaz she say i'm a smart boy but i choose not to study,i told her i can do better then study n i laugh hahaz she was like wtf? hahaz trying to make me ok? well is a EPIC FAIL! hahaz)

Maths paper 1:
nah didnt really study since i n the teacher not good at all!
(i found out the my maths paper 1 i gt 10/60 i was like WTF! but i dont care hahaz)

Chemistry:
cant understand a shit at all!

Geography:
god dam it, its fck up i can say the paper is like 1h30min but in less then 30min i'm slping already lol

Chinese paper 2:
didnt really study (coz some butterfly no mood teach me) n ya fck up oso hahaz

English paper 2:
omg worst of the worst,dont understand a shit at all,i mean it at ALL!

Physics:
sry mr seow but i guess is a fail again rite???

D&T:
i pass my mid-year on D&T but i think i will fail this end-of-year one?

END!!!!!!

Some how i got a bad feeling on next monday. coz is checking paper!!!!!! I'm use to failing in all my exam so it kind of boring 4 me to worry i guess???nah it just me hahaz RAYMOND FTW!!! lol my updated my blog songs hahaz, my father going to thailand this friday?i think? He will be back next week.I WAN NEW PHONE! i wan this phone! i wan samsung jet! i wan to dye my hair too! thinking of light gold? everyone give me some colour to think of!!!! I think i will stop here?hahaz that all folk!!!!!
[If you think you can just sms her and act like nothing had happen?well,you use making a fool out of your self cause you are just one step closer to hell]

hahahaz

The waking of the devil start now! Let the game begin!
Say good-bye to your sweet dreams and welcome your nightmare!

hehe

TAKE NOTE!!!
i have change my taste of songs hahaz HARD ROCK FTW!!!

For the sinners and my enemies

I'm not going to wake up,so put me in the coffin make with the bones of my enemies and bury me into red sand of blood,because I'm noting going to hell alone for all the sins you did,I'm going to drag you down along with me to the place where the fire will burn your soul as you are the sinner of this world and my enemies™

22 Ways To Make A Girl Smile

1 . Tell her she is beautiful (not fine, or sexy)

2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second.

3 . Kiss her on the forehead.

4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.

5 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.

6 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.

7 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.

8 . Write her notes. (she loves them)

9 . Introduce her to family and friends . . . as your girlfriend.

10 . Play with her hair.

11 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her.

12 . Sit in the park and just talk to her.

13 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes.

14 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.

15 . If she's mad at you, kiss her.

16 . Give her piggyback rides.

17 . Bring her flowers

18 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone.

19 . Look her in the eyes and smile.

20 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants.

21 . Kiss her in the rain.

22 . If your in love with her . . . tell her.

It ain't over yet

To that dog:
this shit,it aint over yet.u just cross the line.hate this hate that,angry this angry that,fuck this fuck that.dont act 1 innocence n guilty.sry 4 wat u did?if u really sry that keep ur fucking ass here and say u r sry in my face.a friend is her eyes but u r just a dog in my eyes.wat never thougth will be tgt in the future wat shit is this?if u wan to tell a lie then tell a better wan hor go eat shit and bark somewhere else.NBCB!mess mess mess u r just lucky i nv call ppl come down fucking dog.dont say wan u r sry 4 wat u did to her la hor gt use meh?rmd the person u hurt untill is me la fucker.u wan play is it?i play ur mother la then c how u feel when ppl play with ur love wan.come on la in this school alot ppl already know wat u did dont act dum dono la hor.rmb this we break is all ur fucking fault u dog.just so spca la no 1 wan u!

To the NTUC dogs:
oix!take take take folo folo fun is it?stop foloing ppl la.call police then u know.we gt money buy thing no need to steal so fuck off.wan be dog i intro u 1 dog i know la!

To the Geo n Maths teacher:
wat kind teacher r u?fail to be teacher la go home slp la dono how to teach ur mother high ah.every1 to learn wan la dont waste our time.dont teach n stop la.we pay money to study not to c ur fuck up dog face to scold us 4 no reason fucking dogs!

Boys Like Girls - Contagious

I'm flying down the fast lane
Doing 95, 90 things on my brain
Dunno where the hell I'm goin', but I'm going after you
I'm jumping on the last train
Got this crazy kind of feeling that I can't explain
Dunno know where the hell I'm goin', but I'm going after you

And I know you think I'm crazy
And I dress up like I'm poor
I don't do dinner and movies
But if I showed up at your door

[Chorus]:
Would you give me one more minute
The story's far from finished
We could fill in all the pages
I'm feeling sick, girl you're so contagious
Just wanna say I miss you, I caught it when I kissed you
And I've been through all the stages
I'm feeling sick, girl you're so contagious
(I'm feeling sick, girl you're so contagious)

It was raining on a Wednesday
Doin' 95, 90 things left to say
Told myself to keep on driving
'Cause I left my heart with you
I never thought that I could walk away
Every second I'm regretting that I didn't stay
How could I just keep on driving
When I left my heart with you

You think all my friends are crazy
And I know you hate my car
Well I don't dont drive a Mercedes
But would it be that hard

To just give me one more minute... [chorus]

How can I get a second chance?
Don't want you slippin' out my hands
Maybe the words'll come out right this time around (so contagious)
Just hear me out before I go
Things that I wanted you to know
Just let me in tonight, and I won't let you down
(So contagious)

[ChorusX2]

Things girls don't realize...

1. Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.
2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch Goodbye.
9. Giving a guy a hanging message like 'You know what?!..uh...nevermind..' would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
11. Guys are very open about themselves.
12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
14. Guys love you more than you love them.
15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.
16. No matter how much guys talk about butts and boobs, personality is key.
17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, 'Please come and listen to me.'
23. ,If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.
25 A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
26. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
27. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
28. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
29. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.
30. Not all guys are jerks. Just because ONE is a jackass doesn't mean he represents ALL of them.
31. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.

32. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.
33. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life

My fucking life in this world is a mistake!
I'm still alive!
But i wan to die!
Look wat i have bcome!
I know how pain really feel like!
I'm mess up now!
I wan to leave this fucking world like how u leave me behind!

Day by Day(Haru Haru eng ver cover) by 3rd Degree

[Don]
Please leave.
Yeah, Finally Ive realized that Im nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me
[All]
Ah~~~

Verse 1:
[Brian and Terry]
Time and time again, you make my heart break
Telling me that our love was a mistake
Losing you, it made my earth quake
Cant forget you, a never ending heartache
I cant stand without holding your hand, no-o-o-o-o-o
I cant seem to think, cant seem to let you go, say goodbye

[Terry and Don]
Im actually, really surprised that I lasted a day without you
I didnt think that I would survive, even though I knew I had to
Your calls are like my library books; dont you think theyre a little overdue?
Why do I keep waiting for you? I should just let you be

[Terry and Don]
There's something thats pissed you off you greatly,
Is it that guy youve been hanging with lately?
You keep acting like you cant see me
Have you forgotten me completely
I cant take this, seeing you by his side, countless hours Ive cried, just when will you realize?
I sit alone, just trying to forget you, but, girl, I just cant leave you

Chorus:
[All]
Promise me youll leave without turning back
Dont look back at me; Im not what you lack
Set your sights away, theres a whole new world that awaits
Just remember me if youre ever sad
I dont think I can bear it, but Ill try
I just want to stand there by your side
Hurts too much when I look in your eyes
Day by day, I run out of tears to cry...

[Don]
Oh, Girl, I cry, cry
Youre my all, say goodbye

Verse 2:
[Don and Brian]
If I ever see you again, on Yonge street while were shopping
Im gonna look away, act as if nothing happened
Forgive me if I glimpse back, its cause youre heart stopping
Dont tell me you dont love me, cause thats a lie

[Terry]
As long as youre happy, then Ill be okay
Only knowing youre wells keeping me away
If you need me, Ill do whatever you say
If not, thats okay, girl, you dont need me

[Don and Brian]
You shine brighter than the stars every single day
You bring out the sun, when clouds are gray
Every night and day, its for you I pray
Here we go, 3rd Degree!

Chorus:
[All]

Bridge:
[Don and Terry]
Girl, I truly hope youll set your heart free
Girl, I only hope youll let me go
Tears dry up soon, and youll forget me, yeah
As day by day passes by

[Brian]
Sometimes I think we would be better off if we both never met
Look at me, I know I promised wed last til the end
I have to break that, but Im sorry, baby
Will you always

Chorus:
[All]
Promise me youll leave without turning back (Oh~~)
Dont look back at me; Im not what you lack (I'm not what you lack)
Set your sights away, theres a whole new world that awaits
Just remember me if youre ever sad
I dont think I can bear it, but Ill try (Cant bear it, but Ill try)
I just want to stand there by your side (Stand there by your side)
Hurts too much when I look in your eyes
Day by day, I run out of tears to cry...

[Don]
Oh, girl, I cry, cry
Youre my all, say good bye, bye
Oh, my love, dont lie, lie
Youre my heart, say goodbye...





Their eng cover MV







The real Big Bang MV

I can never...

I can never sleep...
I can never eat...
I can never smile...
I can never laugh...
I can never rest...
I can never play...
I can never joke...
I can never be happy...
I can never enjoy my life...
I can never dream happy stuff...
I can never draw happy stuff like i used to...
I can never listen to love songs again...
I can never do whatever i want now...


The whole point is simple...
I can never live my life like i used to anymore...


Why do I keep falling for you when you keep breaking my heart?
Why don't i hate after what you say and did?
Why do i keep this pain to my-self?
Why can't i forget about you?


The reason is simple it just three words...
I love you

fuck up

life is fuck up now!so am i!every words u say now is a arrow aiming at my heart!thx to u!i will live this pain 4ever!






Hate will go on
Anger will take over
Jealousy will lead the way

No Comment

yo it have been along time since i post hahaz i did post but 4 some reason it was remove hahaz.last night nv slp at all hahaz was siting in my bed looking out my window and looking at the sky hahaz just cry but wat so ever hahaz.so now now hahaz just vomit(dono y but every morning i will wan to vomit)my head hurt now,it so pain la.i guess that just life.so now i cant slp at all 4 some reason,so now use com hahaz trying to make my self think about something else hahaz.i'm really fuck up now.everyday i feel more n more pain in my heart then hate n anger catch up with me...fate?well fate sux n my life sux.i should not be alive in the 1st place

Yet again

I try so hard...yet again...i lost my hopes n dreams...

Time to move on ba...
I won't bug you le...

enjoy ur life ba hahaz...


If u need a listener i will be there
if u need a shoulder i will be there
If u need me i will be there 4ever

there is nth 4 me to do now hahaz yet again my heart break again lol

but i guess this is fate ba hahaz
Pain keeps me going hahaz
Pain keeps me stronger
Pain make me hate everything

Coheed And Cambria - Welcome Home

You could've been all I wanted
But you weren't honest
Now get in the ground
You choked off the surest of favors
But if you really loved me
You would've endured my world

Well you're just as I presumed
A whore in sheep's clothing
Fucking up all I do
And if so here we stop
Then never again
Will you see this in your life

Hang on to the glory at my right hand
Here laid to rest is our love ever longed
With truth on the shores of compassion
You seem to take premise to all of these songs

You stormed off to scar the armada
Like Jesus played letter,
I'll drill through your hands
The stone for the curse you have blamed me
With love and devotion, I'll die as you sleep
But if you could just write me out
To neverless wonder... happy will I become
Be true that this is no option,
So with sin I condemn you
Demon play, demon out!

Hang on to the glory at my right hand
Here laid to rest is our love ever longed
With truth on the shores of compassion
You seem to take premise to all of these songs

One last kiss for you
One more wish to you
Please make up your mind girl...
I'd do anything for you
One last kiss for you
One more wish to you
Please make up your mind girl...
Before I hope you die

Loveless

Loveless - Prologue
When the war of the beasts brings about the world’s end
The goddess descends from the sky
Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting


Loveless - Act I
Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess
We seek it thus, and take it to the sky
Ripples form on the water’s surface
The wandering soul knows no rest


Loveless - Act II
There is no hate, only joy
For you are beloved by the goddess
Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds
Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul
Pride is lost
Wings stripped away, the end is nigh


Loveless - Act III
My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world that abhors you and I?
All that awaits you is a somber morrow
No matter where the winds may blow
My friend, your desire
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess
Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return


Loveless - Act IV
My friend, the fates are cruel
There are no dreams, no honor remains
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess
My soul, corrupted by vengeance
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
In my own salvation
And your eternal slumber
Legend shall speak
Of sacrifice at world’s end
The wind sails over the water’s surface
Quietly, but surely.


Loveless - Act V -Made by Genesis-
Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice

the all american rejects gives you hell

I wake up every evening
With a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place.
And you're still probably working
At a 9 to 5 pace
I wonder how bad that tastes

When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell

Now where's your picket fence love
And where's that shiny car
Did it ever get you far?
You never seem so tense, love
Never seen you fall so hard
Do you know where you are?

Truth be told I miss you
Truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
If you find a man thats worth the damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
[Gives You Hell Lyrics On http://www.elyricsworld.com/ ]
Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Where did it all go wrong?
But the list goes on and on

Truth be told I miss you
Truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth the damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well hope it gives you hell

Now you'll never see
What you've done to me
You can take back your memories
They're no good to me
And here's all your lies
If you look me in the eyes
With the sad, sad look
That you wear so well

When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth the damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well hope it gives you hell

When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell (hope it gives you hell)
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell (hope it gives you hell)
When you hear this song and you sing along well you'll never tell
And you're the fool I've just as well I hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song I hope that it will give you hell
You can sing along I hope that it puts you through hell

Plain White T's - Come Back To Me

Everything you say or do
I am always there for you
Whether you're laughing or you're screaming
No one else could take your place
I will always see your face
When I'm awake and when I'm dreaming

Cause I believe there's a place for you and me in this crazy world

If you come running back to me I'll be here waiting
Cause I still believe in a love worth saving
If you could see the sad look on my face
You'd be in your car headed back to my place
Come back to me, I'll be here waiting
Cause I'm on my knees and my love's not fading
If you could see the sad look on my face
You'd be in your car headed back to my place

I can't stand to watch you go
Cause in my head deep down I know
I don't wanna live without you
I love the way we stay up late
The way you laugh at your mistakes
I love everything about you

Cause I believe there's a place for you and me in this crazy world

If you come running back to me I'll be here waiting
Cause I still believe in a love worth saving
If you could see the sad look on my face
You'd be in your car headed back to my place
Come back to me, I'll be here waiting
Cause I'm on my knees and my love's not fading
If you could see the sad look on my face
You'd be in your car headed back to my place

No, don't wanna let you go
Girl, you belong in my heart, in my arms, in my bed
Girl, quit messing with my head
Say that you're coming back to stay right here with me

If you come running back to me I'll be here waiting
Cause I still believe in a love worth saving
If you could see the sad look on my face
You'd be in your car headed back to my place
Come back to me, I'll be here waiting
Cause I'm on my knees and my love's not fading
If you could see the sad look on my face
You'd be in your car headed back to my place

Come back to me
I still believe
If you could see the sad look on my face
You'd be in your car headed back to my place
Come back to me
I'm on my knees
If you could see the sad look on my face
You'd be in your car headed back to my place

To The Girl That Was Once Mine

We broke up...that's what you want...
But i sill love you...

Ur Gone

hi

friday 1/may:

wake up pavi sms me tell me 2day his bday then i likw wtf...around 12pm meet jereme n is off to chinatown point.brought some cosplay stuff 4 my self.then after that me n jereme when to vivo walk walk then i got pavi n tse lay present(got dam it 2 ppl bday in 1 week can u blive that)i gt them both the same piggy bank but is diff colour.after that jereme went home.i went to hendenson to meet oon loke.wait 4 him near the road side then saw wee huat in his bic.then talk with him lo.he say i finding his friends but dono where they go lo.oon loke dam long so me n wee huat when his blk then at the same time he came out from his lift.went to hendenson market talk lo.then want to find some where to slack so go to memabina count(dono spell right anot.is near jalan bukit merah)talk talk talk then oon loke need go his gandmothe house so we all walk to tiong there de mrt n oso meet jin long lo.then oon loke go then left me,wee huat,jin long was trying to find some where to slack again so walk here there end up ay memabina again...talktalktalk jokejokejoke foolfoolfool.after that every1 was like going to go home the jin long saw seng n tell me n he shout seng!!!!hahaz then seng they all was like looking where the voice come from.he was with sheng,ken,yt hahaz then i go home with them.they like power ranger lo hahaz all wear p.e shirt somemore diff colour hahaz.walk to inter but half way rest then me,seng,ken take this time to play PSP.after we done playing n sheng done his smoking n is off to inter~~~~reach inter then 273 come then me,ken say bb to them 1st.reach home,eat,use com,watching tv n last slp.dear went chatlet sunday then come back....

So boring...2day ken they all go gym...i wan to go!!!!but cannot must take care my mother...after all that wat a son must do hahaz

BRANSON N DARRYL IS A  ---->  8==D

FUCK~~~IS~~~MUSIC~~~FEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2day was just a same day.....morri when to school talk to kok wee n kyme ming they all then darryl came then we go up hall to chat.i told him wat happen last sat about the car thingy wat-so-ever then we start making fun of the driver or something...after all the chatting thingy i went back to my class n sit there...after the Sg flat thing Mr.Satwant say he gt 2 thing that he wanna talking about then i head was thinkin this..."O shit must me the car thing i was last sat.omg was should do???"but end up nth happen...^^Safe~~~after all the heart beating event it was DnT.didnt really do much in DnT just draw some stuff the gt some drawing test(o shit hope i pass coz i dont wan waste another one more year)...after DnT was E.L...go to B.K lesson.dono need do compo about 250 to 400 words...i writt this Trapped In A Cave Of Wonder.i was thinking about indiana jones at that point so i just anyhow bomb lo.it about The Golden Claw's Of Matata in a place call Papalalei.dude dont ask me how i got the name.it just came out in to my head from no where.recess dear got H2O 4 me after that when up to maths.maths was boring.DONT UNDERSTAND A THING!then oon loke n we all stay to fool around.we like hate some of the fat ppl in our class so we make a groug call (Fears Asian Terminator) aka F.A.T hahaz fat lol start play around with the name.after maths was M.t then teacher gt angry on some of us.after m.t was pct but our m.t make me,kymeming,jinlong,oonloke stay dono tell us about the class thing the omg she cry OMFG!!!then talk talk talk then she took us to pct as she wanna tell B.K y make us stay then when i got in the class i say jinlong make our chinese teacher cry then every was like huh?jin long wat u do?y u make teacher cry?wat happen jin long?hahaz epic win hahaz after school when mac to meet ken after that dear come find me then talk then go home...gt alitt fight with dear.i'm sry ok.then gt home bath.on my laptop then on msn talk to jereme using video.talk about cozplay stuff and some dojo thingy then this friday we meeting then go out hahaz long time nv go out with him le hahaz old bubby mah hahaz.when to eat then start to blog found out the DEAR,branson blog set prvi and darryl del his blog?branson and darryl i can ask them at school or something but dear set i didnt even know it n was not told?WTF?4get it...i'm not tell u i friday go out untill friday on that day i will tell u HMMMM!!!!so now just blog find some funny video n song but nth was found...so that all 4 to 2day^^ That All Folks~~Raymond Out~~~~

it happen so fast...

ytd was cip...on the way to hendenson cc i was runing very fast the a car came out from no where then almost bang on to me but i run very fast the driver open the window n oix me then i shout sry...moment ltr the drive  stop near by the cc n hold me friend n ask my friend about my name n class n school...so i run down n told the guy i'm sry but he didnt really take it...then he ask 4 my full name...my friend alrealy tell the guy my real name,school,class...so i just ggive him my real full name then he say he going to complain me...then kyme ming was trying to help me or something then kyme ming tell the guy carpark cannot run meh?oso nv say cannot run.then the guy angry n ask 4 kyme ming name oso.(sry km to pull down the river)so after that i dono wat to do.then just go do cip...................................................................after cip.some of my friends wan play scocer then i c they play lo coz i not in the mood to play oso....i sit at the chair there then think alot thing...all the sins i had done....n so many feeling i hurt....n now there is no way i can go baack...sms dear...about wan happen n told her i wanna change....n i'm sry 4 hurting her feeling sometime....n now just hopeing n praying that everything will be ok.......

THE OLD RAYMOND DIE IN A CAR CRASH

just hope all this was a dream...but it not that eazy to 4get....if only every1 n god 4give 4 the sins that i had done....i'm sry...i mean it....n i wanna change.....this time i will do it.....

Yet another day PLUS!!! LOCAL MUSIC OF THE WEEK!

ok 2day was ok wake up the dear come my house after that ken come do psp stuff n is off to bm~~~~dear when home after that i eat at mac then me n ken play patapon coz waiting 4 friend then go do cip at hendeson cc.friend was late then me n ken walk to the cc there then was too early then go to blk 93 there to meet the ppl 4 the cip thingy oya 2day pc bday HAPPY BDAY PC!!!!!too bad cant make it...so ask sheng jie help me say happy bday to pc on my b-half.thx^^.after that went back to the cc to do cip.do about 2,3 hours like that lo.if ok la not really that bad.the kids there was ok but some act like "gangster".but it still fun.after cip was raining so we have to stay at there but we cant wait 4 the rain to stop so we run under that rain hahaz was fun n ken almost fall down???went to eat then me n ken take taxi go home coz raining n somemore ken need go out with the mother.got home start to play PSP!!!play patapon hahaz was fun.play patapon 2 was eazy but dono y i find patapon 1 hard???may be it just me hahaz silly me^^

SO ARE U READLLY?????

IT TIME FOR LOCAL MUSIC OF THE WEEK!

hahaz wan to make me blog new again n wan u guys to know about our local music n show ur suppot on SG(singapore) music^^so 2day the local music of the week goes to Plainsunset

Info taken from "Live'n'Loaded"

One of the most inspiring bands in Singapore to date, Plain Sunset has come a long way since it's formation in 1996. Still embodying the punk energy that categorizes their music, their performances are energy charged, filled with catchy tunes and irreverent stage banter.
After releasing 3 full length albums and performing in countries like Malaysia, China, New Zealand, Hong Kong and the Philippines , the band went their separate ways in 2004 to pursue of their personal musical activities. However, their comeback in 2006 was warmly received at Esplanade's Baybeats 2006. Their comeback self titled album “PLAINSUNSET” on May 2008, not only marked their fourth career album and return, they also marks their first on a major label distribution (Universal Music Singapore).
Most recently, Plainsunset have made a stride into the world of commercial music, with 5 tracks from their upcoming album featured in Star World's HEROES Season 2 promotional campaign aired earlier this year.

Plain Sunset is:

Jonathan Chan (Vocals & Guitars)

Norsham Husaini (Guitars & backing vocals)

Nizam Sukri (Bass)

Ronny Laily (Drums)

so show ur suppot on this band.y i choose them as local music of the week?well they play nice song,they dont make u that u r listening to local music,u can dance by listening to their song,by listening to their song something u will feel like they r from usa or something^^but i like their song^^so guy [suppot music,suppot local,suppot SG] that all for now,raymond signing out~~~~

Guess Whos Back!

Haha i'm back blogging with my NEW laptop>.< ya i know i say after Xmas then post but my deck stop cant post thing dono y that y i mia

ok here the thing i going on cosplay with ken they all.i gt the mask and i'm already making the sword 4 my cosplay but it not painted dono use wat colour good.cosplaying = naruto ANBU.n my psp change housing(try google to find out) n now the best thing.to make my blog new n fresh again i'm going to post so'me local(singapore) link.some rap some sing.i gt this thing in my head coz after watching "Live 'n' Loaded" i found out that singapore gt alot of talent n their song is very nice.so show ur support on our local talent the links is below my 'links' n on top of my tapbox.n most or may be all the links is myspace so may on may not need a acc to view it.sign up for myspace is free n getting to heard good music is oso free^^ hahaz oya this is the link of http://livenloaded.mediacorptv.sg/

their is some video u can watch but u need to download something to watch it.not sure everyone can watch it.min-year-exam is coming closer n so many thing happen at school this pass few month,u can make it in to a book or a movie about it.so many things to tell but yet so little time hahaz.so this is my post for now.i will be keeping a up date about our local talent.oya a news from our side singapore,blink-182 is coming but this summer.and Nintendo DSi is coming out in USA this month,may be coming to singapore soon^^.i will keep on some up date so guys feel free to tap on my tapbox^^so long n BB~~~~

[lives without music is like Lives without a soul