Raymond's blog ver 3.0

This is my so call "new" blog as my old one is dead and boring skin is killing me from the inside out so yah I change everything into a more simple type of blog ^^ caues Simple Is Cool :D

My story

To everything in life there's two sides of the story and this is my side of the story, the side that I want to share also the side that I know.

Welcome to the diary of a man that lost his mind so long ago

This is us

The children of Adelphia

This is a new chapter now, let's write it together ♥

I belong to her and only her, Claudia Tan Shu Min 160311 1230 ♥

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

It ain't over yet

To that dog:
this shit,it aint over yet.u just cross the line.hate this hate that,angry this angry that,fuck this fuck that.dont act 1 innocence n guilty.sry 4 wat u did?if u really sry that keep ur fucking ass here and say u r sry in my face.a friend is her eyes but u r just a dog in my eyes.wat never thougth will be tgt in the future wat shit is this?if u wan to tell a lie then tell a better wan hor go eat shit and bark somewhere else.NBCB!mess mess mess u r just lucky i nv call ppl come down fucking dog.dont say wan u r sry 4 wat u did to her la hor gt use meh?rmd the person u hurt untill is me la fucker.u wan play is it?i play ur mother la then c how u feel when ppl play with ur love wan.come on la in this school alot ppl already know wat u did dont act dum dono la hor.rmb this we break is all ur fucking fault u dog.just so spca la no 1 wan u!

To the NTUC dogs:
oix!take take take folo folo fun is it?stop foloing ppl la.call police then u know.we gt money buy thing no need to steal so fuck off.wan be dog i intro u 1 dog i know la!

To the Geo n Maths teacher:
wat kind teacher r u?fail to be teacher la go home slp la dono how to teach ur mother high ah.every1 to learn wan la dont waste our time.dont teach n stop la.we pay money to study not to c ur fuck up dog face to scold us 4 no reason fucking dogs!

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Boys Like Girls - Contagious

I'm flying down the fast lane
Doing 95, 90 things on my brain
Dunno where the hell I'm goin', but I'm going after you
I'm jumping on the last train
Got this crazy kind of feeling that I can't explain
Dunno know where the hell I'm goin', but I'm going after you

And I know you think I'm crazy
And I dress up like I'm poor
I don't do dinner and movies
But if I showed up at your door

[Chorus]:
Would you give me one more minute
The story's far from finished
We could fill in all the pages
I'm feeling sick, girl you're so contagious
Just wanna say I miss you, I caught it when I kissed you
And I've been through all the stages
I'm feeling sick, girl you're so contagious
(I'm feeling sick, girl you're so contagious)

It was raining on a Wednesday
Doin' 95, 90 things left to say
Told myself to keep on driving
'Cause I left my heart with you
I never thought that I could walk away
Every second I'm regretting that I didn't stay
How could I just keep on driving
When I left my heart with you

You think all my friends are crazy
And I know you hate my car
Well I don't dont drive a Mercedes
But would it be that hard

To just give me one more minute... [chorus]

How can I get a second chance?
Don't want you slippin' out my hands
Maybe the words'll come out right this time around (so contagious)
Just hear me out before I go
Things that I wanted you to know
Just let me in tonight, and I won't let you down
(So contagious)

[ChorusX2]

Monday, September 14, 2009

Things girls don't realize...

1. Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.
2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch Goodbye.
9. Giving a guy a hanging message like 'You know what?!..uh...nevermind..' would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
11. Guys are very open about themselves.
12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
14. Guys love you more than you love them.
15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.
16. No matter how much guys talk about butts and boobs, personality is key.
17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, 'Please come and listen to me.'
23. ,If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.
25 A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
26. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
27. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
28. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
29. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.
30. Not all guys are jerks. Just because ONE is a jackass doesn't mean he represents ALL of them.
31. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.

32. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.
33. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

My fucking life in this world is a mistake!
I'm still alive!
But i wan to die!
Look wat i have bcome!
I know how pain really feel like!
I'm mess up now!
I wan to leave this fucking world like how u leave me behind!

Monday, September 7, 2009

Day by Day(Haru Haru eng ver cover) by 3rd Degree

[Don]
Please leave.
Yeah, Finally Ive realized that Im nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me
[All]
Ah~~~

Verse 1:
[Brian and Terry]
Time and time again, you make my heart break
Telling me that our love was a mistake
Losing you, it made my earth quake
Cant forget you, a never ending heartache
I cant stand without holding your hand, no-o-o-o-o-o
I cant seem to think, cant seem to let you go, say goodbye

[Terry and Don]
Im actually, really surprised that I lasted a day without you
I didnt think that I would survive, even though I knew I had to
Your calls are like my library books; dont you think theyre a little overdue?
Why do I keep waiting for you? I should just let you be

[Terry and Don]
There's something thats pissed you off you greatly,
Is it that guy youve been hanging with lately?
You keep acting like you cant see me
Have you forgotten me completely
I cant take this, seeing you by his side, countless hours Ive cried, just when will you realize?
I sit alone, just trying to forget you, but, girl, I just cant leave you

Chorus:
[All]
Promise me youll leave without turning back
Dont look back at me; Im not what you lack
Set your sights away, theres a whole new world that awaits
Just remember me if youre ever sad
I dont think I can bear it, but Ill try
I just want to stand there by your side
Hurts too much when I look in your eyes
Day by day, I run out of tears to cry...

[Don]
Oh, Girl, I cry, cry
Youre my all, say goodbye

Verse 2:
[Don and Brian]
If I ever see you again, on Yonge street while were shopping
Im gonna look away, act as if nothing happened
Forgive me if I glimpse back, its cause youre heart stopping
Dont tell me you dont love me, cause thats a lie

[Terry]
As long as youre happy, then Ill be okay
Only knowing youre wells keeping me away
If you need me, Ill do whatever you say
If not, thats okay, girl, you dont need me

[Don and Brian]
You shine brighter than the stars every single day
You bring out the sun, when clouds are gray
Every night and day, its for you I pray
Here we go, 3rd Degree!

Chorus:
[All]

Bridge:
[Don and Terry]
Girl, I truly hope youll set your heart free
Girl, I only hope youll let me go
Tears dry up soon, and youll forget me, yeah
As day by day passes by

[Brian]
Sometimes I think we would be better off if we both never met
Look at me, I know I promised wed last til the end
I have to break that, but Im sorry, baby
Will you always

Chorus:
[All]
Promise me youll leave without turning back (Oh~~)
Dont look back at me; Im not what you lack (I'm not what you lack)
Set your sights away, theres a whole new world that awaits
Just remember me if youre ever sad
I dont think I can bear it, but Ill try (Cant bear it, but Ill try)
I just want to stand there by your side (Stand there by your side)
Hurts too much when I look in your eyes
Day by day, I run out of tears to cry...

[Don]
Oh, girl, I cry, cry
Youre my all, say good bye, bye
Oh, my love, dont lie, lie
Youre my heart, say goodbye...





Their eng cover MV







The real Big Bang MV

Friday, September 4, 2009

I can never...

I can never sleep...
I can never eat...
I can never smile...
I can never laugh...
I can never rest...
I can never play...
I can never joke...
I can never be happy...
I can never enjoy my life...
I can never dream happy stuff...
I can never draw happy stuff like i used to...
I can never listen to love songs again...
I can never do whatever i want now...


The whole point is simple...
I can never live my life like i used to anymore...


Why do I keep falling for you when you keep breaking my heart?
Why don't i hate after what you say and did?
Why do i keep this pain to my-self?
Why can't i forget about you?


The reason is simple it just three words...
I love you

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

fuck up

life is fuck up now!so am i!every words u say now is a arrow aiming at my heart!thx to u!i will live this pain 4ever!






Hate will go on
Anger will take over
Jealousy will lead the way

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yo it have been along time since i post hahaz i did post but 4 some reason it was remove hahaz.last night nv slp at all hahaz was siting in my bed looking out my window and looking at the sky hahaz just cry but wat so ever hahaz.so now now hahaz just vomit(dono y but every morning i will wan to vomit)my head hurt now,it so pain la.i guess that just life.so now i cant slp at all 4 some reason,so now use com hahaz trying to make my self think about something else hahaz.i'm really fuck up now.everyday i feel more n more pain in my heart then hate n anger catch up with me...fate?well fate sux n my life sux.i should not be alive in the 1st place