Nothing have change, I'm still the same

Wow, it's been long since I blog. So I'm posting something now. Okay now there's a news, I broke up with her. Well I don't care what people say about us, just act like I'm the one who have the feeling fade and let me be the bad guy of this story.

Well there's nothing much I could say now? Oh and I got warning letter from ITE, which sucks to the max. Oh well so be it. School is fine for the most of it which is a good thing I guess? Family still the same, awesome as always. Friends? Well Don't wanna think too much but I'm lucky that I have some true friends around me.

Alright I will blog till here, will update next time if I have the time. I'm moody lately, "EMO" is still on till now, hope this feelings of pain won't last.

And now I quote "I lost my smile today, so I fake a smile so no one will know"

To The Hell With IT

Hey it's me, I know I had not been posting anything lately? Too busy with life and love I guess. Still I'm here to blog about something? Well at least it's better than nothing right?

Okay I have a confession to make, I'm slowly becoming someone I hate. Don't ask me why cause I won't say! I'm liar, cheater and an asshole. I'm evil, no longer good and my mind is full of sick thoughts and shit.

What the fuck is wrong with me? I'm not too sure myself. All I know is that I'm alone talking to myself, so unsure if the good side of me or the bad side of me will take over.

Not sure what really happen that make me this way now. Maybe love? Life? Or school? Well to the hell with it. Screw this, I'm leaving this fuck up matter! Now I know that in this world many only think for themselves! I don't even know why I try so hard to make everyone happy and end up I becoming the sad one.

So fuck it, I'm gonna play from now on. Fuck you all! Don't try to get in my way if you don't want to get burn!

And now I quote "I don't give a fuck, I just came here to party!"

Space Between Us

Hey it's been long since I blog, but hey I'm here to update now. The love between us is up and down and I hate it. I want to make us last but how? I'm sad in 1 case is I just want us to be happy but how? And I wonder..

Not saying that I want to break but I don't want to break at all! But time after time she keep pushing me away and that feeling is fuck up! I know it's not her fault? But I'm already keeping this relationship of ours slowly..

And yet I just got push away over and over again. Can't I even hold her hand? Am I not good enough for her? The space between us is far and I'm trying my best to make every second count but how? The space between us is worst but it's not getting any better.

I just hope we can pull this through and last long as much as we can. I'm not giving up yet, I'm just having doubts for this love of ours.

And now I quote "This love never dies till the end of times"

Nothing But Body Art

Today will be blogging about something different and I know it's been a while since I update. Call me crazy, mad, insane or retard but I somehow like this thing call Body Art. What I love the most is the tattoos, all thanks to a good friend of mine call Millie that intro me this show call for "Miami Ink".

After watching that show, I start to have another type of view on tattoos. Cause those people in the show get tattoos for a reason and also there's always a story behind it. That's what make me feel that having tattoos is not showing people that you are a big gangster or what but is just another way to show yourself or your life story to other people.

Still I may not know much about Body Art yet but I want to understand more of it. Just cause there's black sheep in the world having tattoos but don't like 1 person change your view on something.

Right now I do have plans for tattoos or design I want to get but I want to get it after I'm done with army? That's what I want to do now, learn more about it then do it. Sometimes I wish the adults mindset will be more open and not keep staying at the same place since many years ago.


Johnny Depp have tattoos and this is what he said, "My body is a journal in a way. It's like what sailors used to do, where every tattoo meant something, a specific time in your life when you make a mark on yourself, whether you do it yourself with a knife or with a professional tattoo artist"

There's a deep meaning in it, I won't say what but you got to understand it yourself. Alright I will end here, will blog soon if I can.

And now I quote "Love is not a game but a test for both"

It's been a while

Hi everyone! It's been like a week or so since I blog? But it's been crazy or busy day for me. Chinese New Year is awesome! The sad thing is I didn't really get a lot of "Ang Bao" well it's alright for me I guess? As I enjoy myself with my family and friends.

Okay on the other hand which sucks to the max is I'm sick! This really sucks! Can't even go out and it's getting worst bit by bit! Don't feel like seeing the doctor cause again need money!

Hope I can recover as soon as I can before my birthday! And she and me is doing fine, which is a good thing I guess? Alright tomorrow will be school reopen! Don't know if I will recover before tomorrow? Let's just wait and see then.

Well nothing much to blog about now, but I just want to blog about some random thing to make my blog alive. Alright I will stop here, will update soon if I can.

And now I quote "Love me or hate me, that don't bother me"