Raymond's blog ver 3.0

This is my so call "new" blog as my old one is dead and boring skin is killing me from the inside out so yah I change everything into a more simple type of blog ^^ caues Simple Is Cool :D

My story

To everything in life there's two sides of the story and this is my side of the story, the side that I want to share also the side that I know.

Welcome to the diary of a man that lost his mind so long ago

This is us

The children of Adelphia

This is a new chapter now, let's write it together ♥

I belong to her and only her, Claudia Tan Shu Min 160311 1230 ♥

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Chris Medina - What Are Words


Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight

And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

[Baby, this is the song from me to you. I know what's going on but I ain't gonna say anything. I love you, lets fight the past together]

I'm not that dumb as you think I am


I have eyes to see, I got heart to feel and I got a brain to think. I'm not as dumb as you think I am. I know what's going on, is just I don't wanna say anything much.

I have my side of the story I want to tell you but sometime I feel like is the best not to tell you now. I don't wan cause of what I feel, change the both of us. I really really am trying my best.

I really really want us to turn out what we want. I really love you and I'm not giving up. Sometimes I just wish you would tell me what going on your mind. I wish that person can get away from our life.

I love you and it will always stay that way, but today for the very first time I got a feeling that you gonna leave me. Not sure why I feel this way, maybe I'm crazy or I think too much.

I still love you and today is us being together for a week and I really want us to last. Guess I just scare of losing you, scare of losing what we have.

And now I quote "Sometimes I wish I never knew the truth behind this door"

Thursday, March 17, 2011

This Is Our Story Now


Finally, I can tell everyone that I'm no longer single. I'm taken so is my heart by this girl call Claudia Tan Shu Min. We are together now which makes me real happy. I finally understand what true love means again.

Girl, I won't let you down. I will do my best in anyways just to show you my best and make you happy. I know we have our past, a past that we can hardly forget but hey look at us now. It's no longer your world or my world but it's our world now, so girl let's do this together okay? We can pull this off, we can fight for what we believe.

Girl, let the damn bitch be the ghost of our past. It's no longer what you have to face it anymore, I will face it with you. You don't have to be alone to walk this road anymore, cause I'm walking it with you.

I promise not to disappoint you and I won't break that promise. I won't let go of this love, and girl let's fuck the rest cause we the best. I love you baby, I really do and I mean it.

And now I quote "This is a new chapter now, let's write it together ♥"

Thursday, March 10, 2011

What Become Of Us


Hey, you guys may think so fast? I'm back again blog? Well something just happen. You see she ask me to let go yet again. And somehow I guess I become a main sources for her pain?

She want us to be friends? Cause she afraid to hurt everyone in this situation. Well I will still love her, still adores her, still miss her, still be fighting for her, still not letting go of this love I have for her and lastly I will still be waiting for her.

If being friends is what she really want then I will do it I guess? I won't be happy but at least she will be. As long as she smile again, that's all that matters to me. I will still wait, I have nothing to lose anymore. This time I'm doing this alone, I won't give up on this.

If she ever hurts you tell me, cause I won't like you be treat that way. I'm here for her, now and forever.

And now I quote "The fire in my eyes are still burning, my heart is still beating and my love for you ain't dying."

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Wonder Of The Younger


Hello! Ya I know, it's long since I blog again? Well just to keep my blog alive here's a little post. Well school is great? Never been better I guess? Family are still strong as the same.

Well and my love for her? Let's just say that even Superman can't break it? My love for her is strong and I'm not giving up nor will I let go like this. I'm fighting for her and trying my very best.

I'm gonna treat her right. She deserve better, I won't make her sad nor will I make her cry. I love her and I'm still doing everything I can to show her that I'm worth it.

This time, I'm making a stand. No longer that old Raymond wishing for love to come but now I'm fighting for the love I want!

Will update soon, I promise

And now I quote "Something in my heart told me to tell you, I love you"

Sunday, March 6, 2011

Bye


Hey everyone, ya I know it's been long since I last blog. Well I got a lot things to do, love is most of the part. She's the first girl that I felt so alive with, I know it's weird way to put it.

I guess this is goodbye again? Going MIA yet again, but I ain't giving up. I'm not giving out this love I have for her and I will fight till the end. I know this is the road she choose but I don't want her love to go to waste, I'm trying. I really am.

I know that I'm not the person she miss nor love, but she is the person I miss and love. So be it, this fight is on and this time I'm serious. How I wish her stead know how lucky "HE" is to have her. Well I'm waiting and I will be there for her till the end.

So this is it, goodbye and so long

And now I quote "I'm always the one, waiting for you message and missing you"