The Bleeding Never Stop

It's been so long since I last blogged and wow! 2012 already?! Time passes by kind of fast don't you think? It's April now and yet I hope it is the end of the year already.

Today I wanna ask all of you something, be it passer-by or just some random alien reading my blog.

Have you ever feel neglected? Like you feel as if you're the only person in this world with 7 billion people in it that understand how you feel? Well I do, sometimes I wish things will turn out as how I want it to be even if its just for once.

I put up a wall around me cause I don't want to get hurt by words. Sometimes you may not realize how much your words can hurt someone even if it just one word. Like "reliable", it makes me feel like all this time the things I do well in fact all the good things that I did never really make anyone happy even if they remember it. Cause they never react like they're damn happy or they appreciate what you did. But when I do one thing wrong wow its like the world is against me for some reason.

I wish I could feel that love, being able to fall asleep with your lover in your arms or cuddling with each other while watch some movies and maybe spam photos till like no tomorrow. Those sweet innocent young love is what I really wish for but we can't rewind cause we gone too far.

人类如果没有心脏那就好了
受伤不会流血 悲伤也不会流泪