The Bleeding Never Stop

It's been so long since I last blogged and wow! 2012 already?! Time passes by kind of fast don't you think? It's April now and yet I hope it is the end of the year already.

Today I wanna ask all of you something, be it passer-by or just some random alien reading my blog.

Have you ever feel neglected? Like you feel as if you're the only person in this world with 7 billion people in it that understand how you feel? Well I do, sometimes I wish things will turn out as how I want it to be even if its just for once.

I put up a wall around me cause I don't want to get hurt by words. Sometimes you may not realize how much your words can hurt someone even if it just one word. Like "reliable", it makes me feel like all this time the things I do well in fact all the good things that I did never really make anyone happy even if they remember it. Cause they never react like they're damn happy or they appreciate what you did. But when I do one thing wrong wow its like the world is against me for some reason.

I wish I could feel that love, being able to fall asleep with your lover in your arms or cuddling with each other while watch some movies and maybe spam photos till like no tomorrow. Those sweet innocent young love is what I really wish for but we can't rewind cause we gone too far.

人类如果没有心脏那就好了
受伤不会流血 悲伤也不会流泪

Love

Love and relationships are never like the movies no matter how much we want them to be. But when something beautiful ends, for whatever reason, it's most important not to be disappointed that it's over, but glad that it happened at all.

Sometimes, we just have to let go of someone who matters to us not because we have to, but because it’s the right thing to do. Let us remember that we can’t force anyone to love us. We can’t beg someone to stay when she/he wants to leave or be with someone else. This is what love is all about.

However, the end of love is not the end of life. It should be the beginning of understanding that everything leaves for a reason, but leaves with a lesson.

My gift is my love for you

It's a little bit funny, this feeling inside me
I'm not one of those who can easily hide this feelings.
But I don't have much money but girl if I did
I'd buy a big house where we both could live
My life is wonderful with you around
And you're the sweetest thing I've ever seen
I love you girl cause someone like you come once in a life time ;)

You Should Have Killed Me When You Had The Chance

The writings on the wall, you've read that I'll be gone, but if you call my name
Just know that I'll come running, for one more night to spare with you
This is where I'm meant to be, please don't leave me

I walked into your house this morning
I brought the gun from our end table
Your blood was strewn across the walls
They'll find you on your bathroom floor when I'm done

But should I write it all off?
You should have killed me when you had the chance

I just wanna run

I just wanna run, hide it away
Run because they're chasing me down
I just wanna run, throw it away
Run before they're finding me out
I just wanna run...

That shine that spark

You tought us what it means to live and we will think of you everyday, we will never forget you. Here's to you and we will raise our drinks one last time, I never tought I'd have to say this, I never thought i'd have to say goodbye. One life lost a thousand memories fade in, your memory will never fade in mine

You opened your door to show me there was hope so I'll take it and run to show the world so they will know your fire won't burn out and I hope heaven needs you more then I do now.



We love you.

Behind the scenes

She means the world to me. Wanna tell her that she's beautiful, and show her that she's loved. Hold her hand when she's scared, tell her how much I care.